Shoes!

On Saturday I will be walking the catwalk at a fashion show. I cant post pictures of my outfit, but I'll be sure to post you a pic later. Today though I have gone through what shoes to wear, of course I am not the one who chooses though, but we had to bring our own shoes. So I took some pic of my favourite shoes. Just for the record, here they come.

These are one of my absolute favourites, though I seldom find the the right time to wear them. I bought them in New York last fall.Another pair of favourites, my Kookai shoes from France. One of my best bargains. I love them.My latest pair. I think I posted a photo of these before. Old gran's shoes are my favourite. :)And here is a little give away. These I will be wearing on the catwalk on Saturday. My goldies. I've had these for ages. Can't remember when I got them.

Well that's that. Today is a grey day. And they have started drilling again.... :(
I thought I'd try to write an essay today. Might have to wear earplugs though...

C, M

I just want to be near my sisters now. Hold them tight and close. Tell them how much I love them.

I love you so much. Please understand. I love you.

This night is fucked up. There is something. It has been fucked up since beginning of spring. I can't tell anyone about it, though I guess some people already know. I am so tired of being stuck in the middle of other peoples problems. That makes them my problems. Tonight I actually made my statement very clear. I don't know if it will help. And it hurts horribly. Because with this I am hurting someone else. Some secrets are not meant to be kept. Because they hurt others to much. There are three people I really wish I could talk to. But this other person has to go first. He will never get the chance. He must take the chance. And I am waiting. I have been waiting all my life. Will it ever happen?

These are a few of my favourite things...

• To be creative
  
• Writing stories or essays
• Baking
• Reading
• Drawing
  
• Drink wine and take bubble baths
  
• Singing
• To feel the calm to do these things, which I seldom do.

Today is one of those days when I dream of doing all these things but can't bring myself to doing them. Ok. I will jump in the bath now. And then try to be creative. I need something to do today. The snow makes me want to tuck myself into bed again. But that's not the way to do it.

Picture by: Justyna Zdunczyk

An Island.

They are opening some kind of shop, office or something on the floor below us. So I wake up to drilling every morning. I have never experienced drilling so loud! I sounds like someone is actually drilling themselves through the wall into our bedroom! This morning there was no drilling though. There was snow storm. I managed to change my header at last. So I am a little proud of myself. What do you think?

This picture was taken this morning. The view from our living room. I think I will stay indoors today...

What do you do when the weather is terrible and you stay at home. My boyfriends gone down with a cold so he'll probably play computer games or sleep all day. What do you do?

Dear darkness

Does someone know how to change the header of my blogg? I feel I need a bit of a change...

Every day is getting darker, and I have decicions to make, things to do. But I just want to hide under a warm blanket and sleep through winters bitterness. No more cold or dark. I don't want this any more. Why am I in this cold country!? 6 months until it starts getting warmer... What am I doing here?

(Picture by Justyna Zdunczyk)

Natural blues - Moby

This song just makes me want to shrivel up and die. It makes all pains feel heavier. It is soon winter.

Devendra Banhart - Insect Eyes

I love this song. Of course it is one of many. Denvendra Banhart is really a genius. And he has the most amazing fragile voice. It just gives me goosebumps...

Dear Blogg...

Dear Blogg,

You have now been my friend since may. I feel we have become very close, and I have spilled my heart for you many 'a time. But still, you havn't unfolded for me. I feel I know so little about you. You always wear the same clothes and the same moods, it would be nice to see all aspects of you don't you think? Maybe you can show me your true colour one day. You know, I think change is important. We need to change sometimes to feel a little alive and crazy. Our relationship needs to move forward. It feels like we are a bit stuck. It's easy when you are in love to isolate yourself from the rest of the world. But I think you should be more out going. Maybe some coments would do it. Maybe changing the header. This is really hard for me, I think we need help to solve our problems.
Maybe there are people out there who have been in a similar situation and could give us some advise?

I know it is hard sometimes Bloggy, but we are in this together. I won't let you down.
Yours sincerely

Gabrielle

Partys gone out of bounds...

Waiting for pizza delivery. Oh how good it feels to have a man... ;)
Fantastic party yesterday. Long since I saw all the people that were there. When our friends Hanna and Anders went to bed we went to grab some food and then moved the party to Peters apartment. Niclas and I came home around 6 in the morning and stayed up watching old Tom & Jerry and Pluto films on youtube. So we weren't in bed until 8! I was hungover yesterday, but today is worse I can tell you. What better day to eat pizza and watch Twin Peaks!?