Computer

I'm getting more and more pissed off with my computer.

One of the reasons I havn't been able to post any new pictures of my own for ages.

Maybe you guys can help me. Fingers crossed.

So I have a pc, used to have Windows XP, at the time evrything worked just fine.

But I installed Windows 7 just recently and now my card reader for my cameras memorycard doesn't work. When I first connected it to my computer after reinstalling windows it reacted and said "installing softwhere" or something like that and then said the installation was completed and my usb massstorage was ready to use. But I couldn't find it anywhere. Normaly it just poppes up and askes what I want to do (open folder, copy files to a folder on my computer and things like that.), now nothing happens and I cant find it anywhere. Really strange. i know there is nothing wrong with my memorycard and it isn't locked or anything. And I know there is nothing wrong with my card reader. I tried to connect it with my boyfriends computer and the same thing happened there, first it gave a reaction, then nothing. He also has Windows 7.

Anyone know what to do? The course at school I am taking now is photography, so this means I cant get to my schoolwork.

Another thing anoying me is that the cord to my computer isn't working eather. I've got it alla cellotaped, it worked for a while but now it doesnt so my computer is dead. Hurra!!!!

Oh yeah, and here is my card-reader I talked about. Love the related products...

And here's a bad mobile phone picture as I cant get to the pictures on my camera. This little thing was found in our postbox a couple of days ago. HAHA

I HATE waking up with someone drilling the wall to my bedroom in the morning! Blasted up the stereo. Bad start of the day.

Summer rain

I really miss the summer. Summer nights always have that potential. Like you could do anything you desire. Everything is possible. I took these pictures this summer. My favourite kids that I babysit sometimes. (except for the newly born.) Oh yeah...And I don't babysit my boyfriend either... I am quite proud of the first pic actually...

I hate advertising on bloggs. But I am really quite impressed with a product so I want to share it with you. As I mentioned before I have the driest skin ever. After having a conversation with my friend Sanna about not throwing things away I went home and threw lots of stuff. I decided to buy a new night and day cream because the one I had wasn't really making any difference. So I went out and bought one. The shop assistant recommended one for my skin type, so I bought they day and night cream and a serum. I have never used a serum before and didn't even know what it was. But it gives extra nutrition to the skin, so for me with really dry skin that was great. I didn't have very high expectations though because I never find anything makes a differencing.

So what I really want to recommend is Lumene's "Finland"-series with Arctic cloudberry. The fragrance really reminded me of something from my childhood, but I still can't place it. Isn't that weird how that happens sometimes? Has that ever happened to you? Anyhow. It actually works, which makes me really impressed. Their products are also free from animal testing, parabens and colouration, which just makes me love them more!

Winter killing.

I have been wanting to get away. To retreat from my own life for a while. I have been down. I need to fill my days with something. I need to think and to be alone. Nothing serious. I just need a change. And that change is in me. I need to see something else for a while.

London all alone in November. Two nights alone lost in the city. Two nights in a white room in the English countryside. It will get better. I need to hear myself now.

"In a little while I’ll feel better
Gonna travel around the world
Gonna see it all

Gonna go to Paris, maybe Rome
But I’ll feel better miles away from home,
Gotta figure some things out

So sell all my things, I’m not coming home
There's nothing there to keep me there
Just heartache and panic and worries and things that'll bring me down
My head feels much clearer being here

In a little while I’ll feel better
Gonna spill my heart to every stranger in every town
I'll visit castles in Ireland, have some fellas play the
violin and play a song for me

So sell all my things, I’m not coming home
There's nothing there to keep me there
Just heartache and panic and worries and things that'll bring me down
My head feels much clearer being here " -Rosie Thomas

I dreamed my house was tidy.

I have had the worst day ever. Don't really know what started it. But I have had serious problems trying to control my anger all day. I kind of want to kill everyone. Maybe suicide bombing would do the trick? On my way home I bought myself a new set of facial products and a bouquet of yellow roses which remind me of spring. I am going to listen to PJ Harvey, put an apron on and clean the whole apartment (it is already very tidy though). jävlar anama.

Sister

Oh and also I have to give a shout out to a really special girl who is one of the strongest in the world. My, what ever you do, what ever happens. You will always get through it. I know you will. The most important thing ever is never to forget yourself. You are the most important person in your world, what ever happens. You know where to find me if you need me. Love you. Never forget that.

Today

Sorry for wierd updates. I've had a lot to think about.

Today I went over for brunch at Sannas place. A great thing that really took my mind of things for a while. We had bacon/haloumi and eggs on toast and just sat and chatted for ages. She is great. It makes me happy to meet new people I really connect with. :)
Got a bit inspired by her apartment, wow it was lovely! I just want to throw away all the old junk in my apartment. I really should stop being so sentimental about things...

There is one thing I REALLY want to do right now. I want to move. We have been trying to move for a year but it isn´t working out. GIVE ME AN APARTMENT NOOOOOW!!!!!

Now: Indian food with Niclas and then we will be watching Harry Potter & the goblet of fire.
(HAHA! I finaly managed to get Niclas to like HP ;)

Aint it strange...

Yesterday was a wierd evening. Some things were said that night that really got my mind going and triggered some things in me. Lots of memories. Things I have never discussed with anyone before. Niclas and I were up talking until 7 am. Some things are so strange. How we can actually forget things and live on like they never happened. Some memories feel like they are taken from someone else. Like it is a film you are watching and never taking part in. And in a way you can not connect to them. And in a way that makes them even more realistic, because you are seeing it all from above. I have a couple of people I need to talk to about this. I don't know if they will remember it as I do.

C,M

She-lob.

Not much to write today. The first snow has come and gone and taken most of the pretty leaves to the ground. And me with it today. I feel tired and uninspired...

I had nice morning though with my sister Clara that dropped in for a couple of card games... She won though... :(

It feels like I am stuck. I have so much time, but nothing gets done... Oh well. You don't want to hear about that do you? Hopefully I will have dinner soon and get in a better mood...
I´ll teat you to a picture of my sister that I stole... She-lob!